i just had to look at the navy and marines website...uhh, scary shit dudes. it's all like a place for you, the place where you'll belong. psychological crap. super scary. very upseting. so many posts today. i'm like the least productive ever...i suck. i just wanted to mention the scariness of recruiting. sigh.

alright, i had to erase the archives. i doubt that anyone is going to have a problem with this, but let me know...err and things are really big. we're not sure. it's different...

sarah, i am trying to move the button for your pleasure. bare with me

i want to say something here but there is just nothing to tell

bought all my graduation stuff. how exciting. lots to print. i wish we could all be happy and feel good. everyone is sick and sad and it's just no good.

http://www.squishwear.com/sarongdbr.php this is where my pretty sarong is. well it's not mine, but anyway it's the red swirls on page 2. i heart swirls. they didn't have any pink but the red made my heart happy. there are other beautiful ones too...but really, how many sarongs does a girl need. we'll start slowly. i hadn't noticed until now but today is a very gray day. why was it so very lovely out when i was so very busy. the natural world does not approve of studying.

tried to purchase beautiful sarong...but they don't take american express. it's just like the comercials...sigh. not really. i do possess a myriad of other charging options but american express has the cool chip thingy that's supposed to save you from evil erroneous charges. dig me and my big words. perhaps it was a sign, no pretty things for me. well, not like right now anyway. what is my fascination with skirts lately anyway. we're just not sure. i'm only hanging around until 2 today. je deteste looking up things for battle field medicine. i do not heart it at all. tonight, i have decided, that i am going to do nothing. i'm going to lay slothlike on my bed for hours. or i'll go shopping. no not really. maybe a movie and a lot of cookies...who wants to bake cookies with me. annie? sarah? anyone???

bored..........................

i'm late

i just got an email saying that i wasn't a "right fit" for a job i never sent my resume to. why i ask you, why?

guess who spend hours reading stuff she didn't need to write a journal for. oh yeah, that's me. annie was right, i should always always listen to her. she is a goddess.

"americans watch war take ugly turn" actual headline in Frederick News Post. oh gee, i thought the war would be like all fluffy and gay

maybe we'll end this experiment here. i love you all!!!

i think i'll write a thousand one sentence blogs

congrats on your herpes moving sarah

Is there anything worse than someone saying "I try to stay out of politics"? Bush couldn't have a more docile flock

awww, the assistant just showed up. sigh. am i spelling copious wrong. it keeps getting underlined.

actually, i did do some of my things, in retrospect, i showered and i ate copious amounts of ice cream, i brushed and flossed, and i won 4 suit spider solitaire. notice how i achieved above and beyond my to do list although not actually completing it. hmmm

did none of my things...

everyone remind me to go to the bookstore and order graduation stuff. thankyou!

I was chatting with Eliza today, one of the girls from our printing class, and somehow we got on to war and she said how she disapproves of protesters. i always disapprove of people using their constitutional rights. errr. we're not sure. most of the office just isn't talking about war. alot of people here are attached to the army and detrick and stuff so i guess it's better not to go there. the director seems pretty conservative but his oldest child is antiwar so maybe he is too. I was thinking about kirsten's blog. her hope for evolution of the species. and i found a catch, not that i was looking for a catch. it's more i was hoping for this evolution of the species and i got to thinking that people must procreate for there to be evolution. very few of us, except sarah and amy m if she's in the mood plan to procreate. smart people don't procreate. this is a problem folks. not that sarah isn't smart. this is going badly. but i'm sure you see my point. this thought saddened me greatly and i didn't bring any chocolate to the museum. que lastima. oh. eliza also said that the anti war talk in art bothers debbie so by all means let's keep it up. lots more peace talk. i hate that peace talk. bastards. wanting world peace. grrr to that.

sad night

i just heard some asshole in the hallway singing "we're bombing baghdad, we're bombing baghdad" what kind of monster would sing that, people are going to die, it's NOT funny.

my mother is watching the birdcage, and now i must watch it too. i'm addicted to this movie...

Iraqi child wearing bob marley t-shirt. http://www.pyxz.com/users/1045750412/1045750412-1045751669-5.jpg

everyone feels weird about today, maybe that's because of the impending war. or maybe it's the planets. why can't there be peace, personal and global???

I just read almost all of this iraqi dude's blog. tres cool. we think the war sucks for sure, but uhh we probably won't see half the shit they're gonna get. one hopes there is no shit to get. i'm wondering how bush sleeps at night. stealing the presidency, raping the land, butchering social security, threatening folks. it's just not cool. what kind of a monster thinks war is a good idea, supports war. I know some people who support this war...they're not all my friends. I challenge them to support the troops whom have no choice(well they could've all been organic farmers instead but they're not so...) instead of supporting war. reasonable people don't support war. not speaking of this at all but moving on i really want to watch that documentary on guns in america. what are we teaching our children with this fucking war nonsense. if people don't do what you want it's ok to use violence. It is not ok. thou shalt not kill. I'm not like the biggest fan of god, or atleast america's perception of god, but this is good stuff here. do unto your neighbor as you would have done unto you. and hey, hello, christ was from the middle east. we're talking about blowing up christ's neighbors here. this is not cool. this is so not at all in order of reasonable thought...but i'm highly sugared and probably in need of ridlin so why not keep typing. Bush is the leader of the uneducated which unfortunately is most of america. this is so sad. why are we not spending all that money on educational and social reforms people. this is so remarkably like johnson and his great society. he was a great president with great plans, and he had to stick with this silly war notion. remember vietnam. nobody took time to study vietnam and look what happened. i hope bush has dug up a history of Iraq before this nonsense. i guess essentially what i'm saying is that if anyone could support this war they are ignorant and it is shameful. and hopefully they will have an awakening of conscience. i'm all fired up because at lunch i was seated near some middle class women with no distinctive interesting features except that this one lady who would not stop talking said that her husband wouldn't work for a french company because france doesn't support the war. does this mean all of our fancy businessmen who profit from bush's industrial pampering will have to give up their mercedes because germany doesn't support the war either. will mcdonalds serve freedom fries and liberty ground beef sandwiches. we just don't want to admit that we're a country just like all the others, parts of all the others, we're no one's leader, we can't even lead ourselves. every department of the government are assholes with very few exceptions. this is such a long and droll blog. so many blogs today aswell. hope for peace everyone!!!

went to show, had fun. saw von and erika. probably got them lost...err sorry guys. more on this later!

i tried to post earlier, but no dice. so God is on OUR side is he? well that makes me feel better. i can't imagine how many angry blogs there are out there. i had a good day at the museum, but it's so conservative. i'm afraid there will be an i support bush sign or something in the office. grrr. i was there all day today. it was like having a job. annie's mom said we can all go live in maine if we go to war. isn't that sweet. maine in summer would be the fun. i was thinking it would suck to live here, and it would suck to live at home because of the faa center. yay for bomb targets.

oooh my blog is up again. how exciting. very nice time at ocean city and with the ponies. acquired a new friend, a pony baby of our very own. or something. ocean city is crazy. rather unnattractive except for the beach which was lovely and empty. we had a nice condo all to ourselves, free pizza, ponies, beautiful beaches, ponies, a little bit of hail and more ponies. what more could you ask for. i have to go or i shall be late. yay for vacation and oceans and no people. jeers to schoolwork not done and classes to go to.

Scarlet fever is apparently a product of strep throat, he's fine, the pharmacist at his job told him he had it. it's not like beth in little women, where she dies...he'll be just fine. smith is the root of all evil. the room helena placed me in is possibly the worst room on campus. the tile is the worst shade of brown which makes it look ten times as small, it's right next to the elavator which is really loud, and the bed is less comfortable than rocks. the egg crate helps a little, but the beach is calling. screw hood. ofcourse my car has to finish getting love first. new brakes, and all new belts. yay car, and YAY amy mas for carting me around to drop him off and pick him up. i know someone who's getting a driftwood trinket from the beach!!! hint hint hint. we learned how to play canasta last night and let's say it takes longer than ten minutes to learn. i have food for emily miller if she is ever here. she said our room was beautiful. what a kind soul. see you all in a week, much love!

my brother in law got scarlet fever. err. yikes.

what is up with my public service announcement blog. eat it anonymous commenters.

err. i don't really have any reason to suspect that i have diabetes. i am merely commenting on my lack of respect for my own health and i would in no way joke about a disease which half my family has or will get in the near future. it's something that many americans have without knowing it and this is why i am concerned. that is all.