it is most wonderfully beautiful out. the birdies are singing and flying around. the bird lady just came by. every morning she comes and throws out seed for the the little birdies that nest above the bank. i cleaned house last night. i feel very accomplished. there's something about cleaning that makes me feel better about my day. generally speaking i don't clean that much. but i always had to clean before i could do an assignment at school. but maybe that was lack of focus. huh?
the snow was melting well but now it has become cold again and my house is treacherous and icy. well outside of my house. as in the long ass staircase that leads to my house. annie was impressed that it has icicles hanging off of the steps. hey, can you have an outdoor staircase, or is it called something else? maybe in this case scary ice slide thing is more appropriate. what scares me more is the line of deathcicles hanging from the edge of the roof directly over scary ice slide. i pretend that if i don't look up they don't exist. and then i think about being impaled through the head because i wasn't looking. and then i think i'd fall down the ice slide and even more deathcicles would fall and i'd be impaled all over. life is stressful. even if i had a stick or something long enough, you're not supposed to knock them down because it makes you vulnerable to impalement. it's a conundrum. maybe i should just use my fire safety ladder to enter and exit the house, until such time as the spring thaw. in about 2 months. hmm.