so in other news, melvin the caretaker called me amay which is the first of that sort of maine accent that i have heard since being here. and i am excited. he's so nice, the caretaker guy. makes me wish i had a house that i lived in that he could take care of. and call me amay and say annay and deah. note to self, i was supposed to work tomorrow...but i feel like shite so i think i'll call catherine and switch. i hate passing out, and i keep thinking everytime i feel a little funky...is this passing out funky, which makes you think about passing out and then you do pass out because you are thinking about it sooo much. blah!