i am being shadowed today, in a very literal manner. as in i do expect her to stand behind me ALL DAY with her eyes peeled. so there isn't really a post today. i did want to say that i have the fake boyfriend every girl wants, according to holly. he called last night while i was at the mall to confirm our date for thursday and began his message with "hey beautiful". she screamed for half an hour when i called her. i love her. as i was relating the event to sara the bankteller, my mall companion, i said "but he's not my boyfriend." and she said "he's trying". so true, so scary.
we had a very good time at the mall, it's fun to go with a girl. i got a skirt i might not keep and i got some pants i have to take up. trying to find an appropriate outfit to wear for the mom's birthday. it's no wonder straight girls seem so on edge, it's a lot of work to look so casual and unfussed. i'll be gray by next thursday, i swear.
i've been thinking about a new tattoo for memorial day. i am planning to get my piercing re-pierced (it's only a very tiny bit healed and there's just a hole...might aswell try again and put a ring back in) and thinking about a new tattoo. something like the new lotus but on my back. where my father will undoubtedly see it and will subsequently hemmorhage. but it'll be so perty! something to think about...